The day that I have to worry about what my half-siblings think of me or my lifestyle is the day that I am living under their roof. Until, I can care less what my siblings think of me or my lifestyle. A person with a Lone Wolf mentality is content with the way they have been living their life is because they do not have to justify their existence or seek approval from anyone. It has nothing to be with me a conceited person or an anarchist. I am just to the point of my life where another person's opinion of me really doesn't matter. My close friends accept this nature about me. My siblings that understand this nature about me and respect it. So, if any of my half-siblings won't accept the way that I am living my life, then those half-siblings don't need to be a part of my life anymore. This is the mentality of a person with a Lone Wolf mentality.
To a person with a Lone Wolf mentality, if a Lone Wolf feels that someone or something is a negative influence or is a negative factor in their live, they choose to let that part of their negative of their life go. A person with a Lone Wolf mentality don't need to give anyone a reason to explain why they made the decision to keep someone out of their life. I am a grown man. I made it this far in life by marching to my own beat of the drum (to coin a phrase). A person with a Lone Wolf mentality will ask for someones opinion when they want someones opinion. Otherwise, a person with a Lone Wolf mentality will always find a way to get through a rough situation or tragedy.
I am 47 years old. I am not a fan of my dad. All my dad has ever done is criticise the way that I have been living my life. I am a single, college educated man that has never been married or divorced. And, I do not have any children (as far I know of). I work in a good career field that can be very challenging and stressful at time. And, I have a pet dog, that I have raised since she was a puppy that house trained and smart. So, overall, I am happy with my life. I can't say the same for most of my siblings. Yet, I am the bad seed of my half-siblings for not caring too much about being around my dad. I am not a fan of my oldest half-brother for a derogatory remark that he once made during one of his drunken stupors in the past. Now that he is an ordained minister, I still can care less about him. An ass hole is still an ass hole no matter if he is an ordained minister. I believe my oldest half-sister is upset with me because I told her that she didn't need to keep checking up on me every week. it was becoming annoying.
A person with a Lone Wolf mentality enjoys a quiet weekend at home whenever they are able to do so. And, I don't need to explain to a sibling why I don't feel like answering their phone call. Now, my fourth oldest half-brother appears to be upset with me because I either upset my oldest half-sister or won't talk to my dad. He also decided to stress his dismay with me in front of his other bowling buddies when I came by to tell him about dad attempting to call me. I can respect my fourth brother's choice if he doesn't want to talk to me at this time.
With a Lone Wolf mentality, a person don't need to be blood-related to be a sibling of mine. I am blessed to have those that accept me for the person that I am. And, I mutually respect my close friends in return without judgement. Regardless what may happen between me and my half-siblings, life will go on as usual. And, if my half-siblings can't accept they way I am currently living my life, or my choice to not want to communicate with my dad, I don't need to be around them anymore. I was a survivalist before my half-siblings returned to my life; and, I will continue to be a survivalist if my half-siblings choose not to be in my life because of my life choices. This is my Lone Wolf way.
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