I'm not really sure how much time I will have to roam this Earth. All that I know is to live my life the best way that I can do. Being a Lone Wolf means to-live ones time as they see fit for their own stability. To attempt to live my life in order to seek the approval of another is not the way of the Lone Wolf. I'm not saying that I am inconsiderate of others during my life's journey. I don't see a Lone Wolf having to worry how others may them as a person. To know a person that possesses a Lone Wolf mentality is to never have to second guess the heart or motives of that person.
I been blessed to have friends that I can consider as being trustworthy. In turn, my friends have come to know me to be a person that have basically been the same person throughout time. A lot of my closest friends have been married, divorced, re-married, have children, even been in some trouble with the law. With the path that I been taking throughout my entire life, a lot of them have come to know me a good guy that hasn't sought marriage or children during their associations with me. I sometimes forget how much time has passed sine I either last talked with them on the cell phone or hung out with them in person. A young women told me a long time ago when I was hounding her about why she hadn't called me lately, "There is no time between friends." Hence, I don't have to worry about loosing the respect of my friends for not contacting them or hanging out with them because the amount of time being too far out to become a worry for them.
Due to the demands and sometimes time restraints placed on me in my line of career, I don't like to have those same time restraints placed on my during my personal life. Now, when I usually make a plan to do something on my personal time, I normally make the time to do it. Or, if I did find someone special to casually date, I also will make time to spend with them. But, overall, I do not like to make any long term plans or commitments with anyone (family or friends), if I don't have to do so. A person with a Lone Wolf mentality will always find a way to take care of the ones that they consider to be precious or loved. So, a Lone Wolf would prioritize their time to the ones closest to them first before all others' demands of their time. And, a Lone Wolf's personal time will always to taken first before any ones demands. If a Lone Wolf do not find time to spend alone, then eventually time will eventually force a Lone Wolf stop and relax until they are well enough to continue with their interaction with the rest of the world.
One my days off, I attempt to make time a factor for me. I have learnt that things that others may want you to do will still happen with or without me being there. It's the weekend, now. I have been relaxing with my cell phone upstairs away from my hearing range. I have been spending time and relaxing with my pet dog with any interruptions from the outside world. And, it feels good to just spend time alone and relax. A person with a Lone Wolf mentality should enjoy the moments alone that they are able to have whenever possible for sanity sake. Anything that may need to be done will still be there the next day to be done. So, for now, I am going to enjoy relaxing and just doing what I would like to do for a change. This is my Lone Wolf way...
